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Somnambulist

She does not know how long she has been lost.

Her head is adrift with strangers made from feathers and velvet. Inside the room with no context, she searches for meaning, but cannot remember what it should look like. The hours rush by—turbulent, disheveled, dazzled with the sound of hurricane, as she lies in a fever of nerves and blood. Real sleep eludes her. Walking the halls looking for it to take back to the room with her, she steps past other beds sheet-white as ghosts. An attendant comes to steer her back from where she emerged whispering nonsense about fate and hope. Is that why, when her husband comes to her, he leaves in tears?

When she finally sleeps, she dreams of a silent woman sitting by her bed. Somehow she understands that when they finally speak, the two of them will resume their conversation at precisely the point where they left off. When the visitor holds a cup to the patient’s pale lips, the drink is strong, strange, and drawn from no well. It does not taste of suffering.

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